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i'd consider it above reproach

I don't usually tell myself that tho...

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I

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I'm just really frustrated right now

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I need to go play a game or something and relax

Maybe you should take a break, then, and come back in a few.

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Good idea.

is it normal to feel something kind of alien after a while?

I would say so, yes.

i was kind of really cross faded and all, but i felt like someone else was there with me after about a week

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just for a few minutes one night

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idk how to describe

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like a big lump pushin on me

Well, that could possibly be your tulpa, yes, or sometimes people just get a feeling like that.

like headpressure/

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?*

kind of just this big vibe i couldnt shake

A lump pushing on you?

not physical pressure tho im familiar w that

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yeah just kind of

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feelings i guess

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man i should think before i write once again but

Feeling like someone else is around when they are not?

yep! and emotions a bit

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it made it pretty easy for me to get excited and assume it was her

very well could have been

It could be your tulpa.

haha cool

I will add, still, that many people experience the "presence of another person" when no one else is around. It is often associated with that spooky feeling, but while forcing it would be easy to as if it were your tulpa.

just don't get discouraged

i get that at night when im high and alone

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and im feeling scared

It happens.

aye, most folk just "feel like they're being watched"

Yes, that is what I mean.

Might be good to drop the bud for a bit. Makes you paranoid.

Thank you.

haha

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i'm aware of the paranoia i think ill be okie

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never had any panic from my use

fair enough

Too much is detrimental. Just be careful.

o7

I imagined a train station for our wonderland

neat. Em and i are working on a castle

I wanted mine to be simple and easy to imagine

good to start off with

So I could focus more on her

good idea

Plus a train passing by every now and then is kinda cool

can't argue with that

Sometimes I just plug in my music and let my imagination take over

My host did that early on

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It was nice

you can do that?

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how?

sounds meditative

how does he plug in his music, or how does he let his imagination take over?

dammit you're telling me I've been forcing in silence this whole time for no reason.....GAHHHHH

I'll close my eyes and I'll visualize me and her in some situation, depending on my mood

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I'm a very creative and somewhat imaginative person

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At least that's what I've been told

forcing doesn't require the intense focus of a xiaolin monk, you mainly just have to spend time with your tulpa interacting in some way

Back when I hung out in my wonderland with Craig, I would sometimes listen to music and the moon in the night sky would beat along with it

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Probably sounds creepy but it was pretty cool

cool

so let me ask, how do most of you go to your wonderland?

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cause I'm there the moment I think about it, which is most of the time

I close my eyes, relax for a minute, and then imagine my body slowly appearing in place

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I usually go to where I last was

If I imagine it, my consciousness is already there

Well Em's always there, and i just sort of appear there

I can see it with my eyes open too

Hey so it's not weird I imagine me and her in like some coolio storyline right? Like sometimes with mosters and giant robots, other times it's just calm and spacey

My host starts to meditate and relax, and slowly starts to visualize it. Whereever he visualizes and feels "right," he appears in.

nothing weird at all Nathan

If I accidentally fall asleep at the end of the last session, I usually find myself laying on the floor in the beginning of the next one

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Either that or Craig puts me somewhere

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Was awkward when I appeared laying down on a city sidewalk

ha

And I thought I had back problems

Em and i spar occasionally

Has she given you a black eye yet?

O:

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Oh so that's not weird too?

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Cool

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Craig used to accompany me to martial arts

she's cut my head off a few times, but no. punching isn't really her thing

How is Em at sparring?

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Ahh I see

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That kinda says it

Are her fingernails pretty sharp?

better than me. i'm still struggling with the wonderland. moving through/etc

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not really

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she likes katanas

Katanas are cool looking

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I'm just nervous if it's me or her in control

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That feeling is really common in the early stages of tulpamancy, it’s okay

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The blurry divide over whether something is from you or her

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Tbh it really seems like a thing that gets better over time